You can get down on your fucking knees,
And kiss your life goodbye.
Every time you said you loved me,
It was all a goddamn lie.
All those little words you cooed,
The "I love you's" And such,
They never meant a thing to you,
I hate you, oh so much.
You tore my life to pieces,
While stitching up your own.
I bet you're pleased with what you did,
High and mighty on your throne.
But here's a little clue for you,
I hope you get the warning,
That thanks to you I'm dead and gone,
And now my family's mourning.
Fuck you for what you did,
For what you said you'd never become.
All the times you were off with her,
For that I take this gun.
I put the barrel to my head,
Hold my breath and count to three.
You're still out and kissing her,
My finger flips, the bullet's free.
And now I'm falling, falling, falling,
And life around me still goes on,
But right now I'm falling, falling, falling,
I really thought you were the one.
Are you the one to blame?
For how things have turned out.
I can't have got here on my own,
I know that without a doubt.
But what if things were different,
If I hadn't met you yet.
If the situations were reversed,
Too late for that, I guess.
But now the shot has echoed,
Throughout the house and home,
Tremors ringing through the halls,
And I am still alone.
This isn't how I imagined it,
For death to be so slow,
It was meant to be quick and painless,
This isn't the way to go.
And now I'm falling, falling, falling,
And life around me still goes on,
But right now I'm falling, falling, falling,
I really thought you were the one.
You can't take back a word that's said,
I can't undo a deed that's done.
You can say you're sorry a thousand times
But I'm no longer your loved one.
How often will you think of me?
Will you ever cry?
Or will you shrug and carry on,
I never said goodbye.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Why'd it have to end this way,
With my brains splattered on the floor,
Blood trickles to the hallway.
The family will be home soon,
And I shall be long gone.
But I was never really living,
For months I've been withdrawn.
And now I'm falling, falling, falling,
And life around me still goes on,
But right now I'm falling, falling, falling,
I really thought you were the one.
I really thought,
You were,
The one.
