And the shit hits the fan. Today's been horrible.

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And the shit hits the fan. Today's been horrible.

Today's been horrible. Yesterday was pretty bad too. I'm just gonna come out and rant 'cause fuck. So yesterday I had this little party at mine, and it all started fine, we had like 2 litres of Jack Daniels and another litre of vodka, as well as a crate of beer and lots of cider (There were about 9 of us) And anyway at the start of the night all was good and we were just joking and laughing, my boyfriend seemed to be in a bad mood, but that's normal of him when he drinks, so yeah it was all going good, one of my friends got like paralytically drunk, so we put her on her side on my bed with a bucket in her face, and as the night went on I could see my boyfriend getting more and more dramatic, I've learned to just ignore him when this happens, if I try and help him out it just causes more drama or something gets broken or someone gets hurt, so I just stayed out his way, and then, as predicted he just lost it and started getting mad and shouting and stuff, and another friend of mine was upset, so I was trying to comfort her, and staying out of his way, but yeah he just cornered me and was like "Yeah I think we should break up." I was sick of his shit okay, it'd been going on for too long, so I literally just looked him dead in the eyes and said "Okay." And walked past him. And then he fucking lost it! Anyway fast-forward an hour or so, and I find him sitting on the stairs with my friend who was upset, ranting to her about me, and I said she should go have fun, I'd deal with him, and the door to the room that all my friends were in was open, and he literally grabbed me by the wrist (I have a bruise there now) and pulled me down the stairs, my best friend was drinking in there and saw, gave me a look of "Wtf?!" Anyway, we went outside, and I tried to open the gate into the front garden, there's a lock at the bottom of it as well, and he was full on yanking this gate, and ripped off the top of it, like he broke the garden gate. But yeah, so we went and sat on the steps in my front garden, closing the broken gate behind us, and I sat one step above him, and then we were just arguing, and he grabbed my by the shoulders/neck/head and started shaking me back and forth really hard, like it really fucking hurt he was full on pushing and shoving me, and I cried out, to which he said "What it's not like I'm hurting you!" I shouted "Yes you fucking are." And tried to push him away, anyway, I stood up after that, and saw my friend (the upset one) walking out the house on the other side of the front garden, so I said to my boyfriend "Look I've got to go" Tried to push round him to get to my friend, and he screamed "NO. WE'RE TALKING ABOUT THIS RIGHT NOW." So I turned and walked back the way we'd come, I was gonna go through the house and out the other door, and I saw her boyfriend, so I explained that I'd seen her walk off down the road, so he ran after her, along with I think two other people, then my best friend, and another good friend of mine (Who was hammered) came out, and I'm not sure how it happened, like I think I must've said something to annoy my boyfriend, but he basically grabbed me and pushed me into a bush, then my best friend stepped in, and got hit in the ribs, so my ridiculously drunk friend (He's like a 6"4 guy) just pretty much fell on top of my boyfriend, and yeah, us two girls stood up and went into my back garden, while my other friend took my boyfriend out into the street to "Have words" but yeah, he said my boyfriend wanted to talk to me, and I said he can fuck right off, I'm not talking to him, eventually it was agreed that I'd go speak to him as long as my 6"4 guy friend was in the middle, and my best friend was by my side, we basically talked and I threw him his bag and told him to walk home. We were over. ANYWAY, we kept searching for my missing friend, found her eventually, my boyfriend showed up at my front door at one point saying he wanted to talk to me, I said did he have anything new he wanted to say, that he hadn't said before, he just repeated everything and I told him to go home. But yeah, today he phoned me up and we just agreed we weren't gonna see each other anymore, it wouldn't be such a big deal but this isn't the first time shit like that's happened, so yeah, I'm sad, it's a 2 year relationship down the drain, it feels like I've lost 2 years of my life, and I do kinda miss him, but I don't miss his anger, drinking, drama, the fights. Idk, I've got college tomorrow, I'm kinda looking forward to it. Sorry this post is so long, I had a lot to say. :/