Ah Idk just stuff I guess.

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Ah Idk just stuff I guess.

I'm bored and nervous so here goes. Yeah, so 3 years ago tonight was the one and only time I saw MCR. Kinda sad still that they're gone, I miss them. :( Uhm, in other news I bumped into an old friend today, I've known him for years, we go to the same college but I rarely see him, as he's either in another building or bunking off. Anyway I was outside waiting for a friend of mine to finish his fag, and he came up and joined us :) I showed him my new tattoos, and we spoke for a while, it was nice to catch up, but I couldn't stop looking at his arms. I don't think I need to explain any further there. But like I said it was cool to catch up, he used to be one of my best friends, then a while ago he started getting into all sorts of drugs, not just the pansy shit, like I mean Class A injectable shit. He's good now though, thank god. But it made me happy to see him today. As well as that I've got a job interview tomorrow! It's for a bar in the next town, I'm super nervous, trying to relax with a drink, Idk I've been fine until now, but it's just got to me all of a sudden and I'm really scared I won't get this. I really need the money, I lost my other job a few months back and it sucks, but I guess that's life. I dunno, I guess the last thing that happened recently is just that my dad and me had another massive fight this morning, my brother missed his bus and I got shouted at. (Logic) It was stupid, he was just yelling relentlessly at me in the car, full fucking volume, I just listened to Bullet For My Valentine as loud as it would go. But yeah, not kidding, I considered getting out at some traffic lights and walking, and at one point it was tempting to just open the door while we were doing 50 and just casually fall out the car. I didn't, but I'm not getting a lift into the next town (where my college is) with him anymore. Fuck that, I'll just walk, I've wanted to get healthier anyway, and since spring is coming up it'd be the ideal time. Yeah, that's been my life in the last week. How have you guys been? xo