my life just gets worse and worse

okay so im still feeling slightly depressed so i tried to meet new ppl preferrably ppl that understand wat im going through and i found a girl that pretty and alot like me in different ways and and then i found out she lives in another frickin state i mean i finally found someone and this happens so now im trying to accept the fact that i will be alone forever and i will have to take my walks on the beaches alone and i want everyone reading this to know that dreams dont come true so dont spend your whole life chasing one