I just want to disappear

I just don't know what to do anymore

Even writeing on here feels wrong

It's like I'm stepping through a haze my entire life, like everything I do is unimportant, in meaningful
It isn't anxiety, it's depression.

I hate making my problems know, I'd wrather be here to help all of you, and see my real family through their problems, but I have seemed to stop myself from doing that, even that doesn't seem fit,

It's like I just want to disappear, no pain
No sorrow, no knowledge of my leavening or overall existance
Just to disappear
As if I never had been