I hate this place. I hate this place. I hate this place. I hate this place. I fucking hate this place.
My guy best friend is in love with me.
Now, take a second and just think of how sucky that is.
THIS SUUUUUUUUUUCKS. If you read my last post, "BEST FRIEND", then you would know the full extent of how sucky this is.
My other "best friend" is a SICK BITCH. So I can't tell her diddly squat.
And now this happens!! Why couldn't he have just kept it to himself! Now things are all awkward between us. Now I can't tell him diddly either.
Like every time things get slightly normal between us, he wants to bring it up again.
Some of you may ask, errmagerd why don't you two just go out?
I don't date. I just don't. I have major trust issues. Thank you, Mother Dearest! Thanks to you, I might be Forever Alone!
(And I might have Paranoia. Its not diagnosed, but the symptoms are basically my life in a nutshell.)
Yep. My life is kinda sucky right now...
I have no one to talk to. No one to tell my secrets to. So all this bullshit that I'm feeling is gonna stay bottled up.
Yeah. I think life hates me. With a passion....
Yours psychotically,
Jab
