What the Literal Fuck?

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What the Literal Fuck?

So I think that I just destroyed my family. My mom threatened to first do the unthinkable and then to leave after I begged her to not end it all. She said that she'd stay because of us (my brothers and myself), not because of her marriage that I'm tearing apart by my miserable existence. She thinks that we don't love her, but family sticks together and loves one another. If any of the MCRmy prays and is Christian, ease, keep my family and I (mainly my mother) in prayer. I usually don't ask this on websites, but I'm done with this crap. I want to start seeing a therapist because of it. I'll even pay for it myself, I don't want to burden my parents with any more bills. I just need a way to figure this all out and start loving myself again, considering I can't stand myself anymore since all I do is hurt the people I love and screw things up. If anyone wants to talk to me, I won't stop you, my inbox is open.
~ TH.K