"I'll Fade Out, You'll Fade Out With Me..."

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"I'll Fade Out, You'll Fade Out With Me..."

While the song and lyrics have (almost) nothing to do with this blog, I can say that I feel almost like that (even if it's in Japanese for the most part...).

I know that I'm at a point of depression again, but I don't know why. It's like the first lyric of the song, "I don't know myself..." and I feel that I really don't at this point. I don't know what I want to do with myself right now, I don't know the reason I keep getting to this point in my life so many times, I don't know how to fix it within myself. In short, I don't know myself enough to actually help myself when I need it most.

Rant: over. I'm going to go figure out a way to make myself feel better again... -.-