A rock n' Roll Lullaby ch 15

wow, its been a while hu? well I'll cut right down to it. because they are semi-back together this chapter is all from Kyle and Alicia's point of View. K? I'll bring Alex back into it in not this one but next chapter. I don't know. we'll see how it goes.

----------------------------------(Alicia)
I opened the door, and what I saw made my breath hitch in my thought. tears welt up in my eyes as I stared at my best friend. "oh, Kyle"
he was lying in the hospital bed with wires running through his veins and an Oxygen mask on his face. my heart broke. slowly I walked to his side and sat down whispering things like "oh kyle I'm so sorry" and "its all my fault. I should have stopped it sooner" I grasped his hand and stared at him. his chest rose then fell, rose then fell. I listened to the rain outside as the storm raged on. Danny stood behind me, placing his hand on my shoulder startling me. I jerked my head around to see that it was him, relaxing again.
he smiled and spoke softly "i'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you."
"its ok" i didn't feel like talking so I turned back to face Kyle. my eyes were fixed on him and nothing else. his heartbeat monitor was a constant reminder of where I was but also, that he was indeed still alive. the door creaked open as a blond nurse walked in with a chart. her white dress came down to her knees. she had on white high heels that clicked on the floor. it was the same one from the front desk. her hand reached out to touch his skin, checking if he was hot or cold. then she went to the foot of the bed and looked at the setting on it. her eyes looked at me and said "visiting hours are over" did she expect me to leave?
she walked over to me and spoke "miss you need to go"
my eyes darkened as I spoke back "I'm not leaving him. besides, where would I go?"
she shrugged "i don't care. but you need to leave"
this split the seam "you don't care, yet you are a nurse. what are you going to do? throw me out? in case you haven't noticed, there is a storm outside. we have no where to go and we sure as hell arn't leaving. i don't know what your problem is and I don't really care. all I know is he is all I have and you are guna have to kill me to get me to leave. get that?" if looks could kill, she would be dead a thousand times over. she stared back at me in shock. nodding, she rushed out of the room, closing the door behind her. I growled and then continued to stare at Kyle.
for some reason, I laughed "what am I going to do with you Kyle? I'm so sorry bebe. I mean look at you. all covered in tubes and shit. you look like borg from star trek." i shook my head and continued "if we ever make it, this will make one hell of a song to wright about hu? maybe something about setting your friends on fire.

we dance in the mudd
clawing at each others hearts
we eat the dirt soaked in blood
but hey,
bebe what can I say
its how we roll,
well thats the shit
to fight over something that
will run to the next
dance with me bebe
sing this song
its how we roll
so if ya can't take the hit,
bebe,
shit the fuck up

I laughed at my own stupidity of an attempt at writing a song "that was bad. I wish you could have sung it. your much better at this crap. though I'm glad you didn't hear it. you'd never let me live it down would you? you prolly can't even hear me. Oh god, I'm rambling arn't I?" I shook my head as I laid my head down next to Kyle's hand. Danny sat in a chair in the corner of the room just watching me. a smile on his face was the last thing I saw before falling deeply into a much needed sleep.

--------------------------(Danny)
she was beautiful. I can see why that boy, Kyle would like her. oh god I hope he only likes her. that means it will go fast and I can snatch her up for myself. that sound really vindictive didn't it. I sighed and leaned back in my chair. I wonder how my brother is. I suddenly remembered the day he went to his first concert. he was so excited.

(flashback)
"Danny Danny are we going now? when are we leaving? who do you think will play first? oh I hope its Tell 5. no I bet it will be City of the Fallen. No No or it will be...."
I laughed as he tried to guess what the line up would be. he jumped up and down in excitement as we walked to the car. we were going to see MXPX. truth be told, I was just excited as he was. I just didn't jump and scream like he did. we climbed into the car and drove away.
"Danny, who do you think will play first? whats it like? Is it Loud? do they throw things? what will they......."
I lost it "Alex, calm down. in order, I don't know, its fun, yes its loud. and no, it depends on the band if they throw things. this band will not. if they do, you won't be up front to get hit anyways so it doesn't matter. just calm down and let me drive. your guna make me crash"
he squirmed and mumbled "sorry"
"its ok. Just calm down"

(end of flashback)

I sighed. Alex, what have you gotten your self into?

ok, it ended weird but is midnight and i have to go to bed. i can't do anymore. work with me! haha night.