the Loss of a great drummer

so, it seems that My Chemical Romance's beloved drummer Bob Bryar has decided to leave the band. for this reason i am not sure but i have decided to write my thoughts of remembrance for him. As a fan, i wish to say that in the years of watching the band grow, i have indeed grown myself as well. the music My Chemical Romance has made has changed the lives of so many and to this, the fans owe them so much more than just a letter. though i do not know the band personally, while listening to them play on repeat within my earbuds of my iPod, i feel as if they are sitting right next to me, telling me it will be ok.
in late october of 08' my mother was diagnosed with non-hodskins lymphoma. this is a type of cancer that grows very fast within the body. it spreads like a wild-fire, burring everything it can get its roots around. during this time, i was able to be brought out of my depression from the fact that my mother might very well die, by listening to 'Cancer' as well as other songs by MCR. my mother is doing much better and we are living day to day as if it was our last. My Chemical Romance has indeed taught me to enjoy the little things in life and to them I am very grateful.
this is just one of the many ways they have saved me from myself. I regret deeply to say that i have never seen them live in concert, but i wish deeply that this loss of bob, painful and sad as it may be, will not affect their will to trudge on as they always have before. through thick and think, through smooth and rough, My Chemical Romance has been there for each and every one of us so i think it is time to pay them back for all thy have done. post a blog, telling them how much they mean to us, that we are not fans but go beyond that and are family.
My Chemical Romance has changed us all for the better and will always burn deep within our hearts as the flame that can't be extinguished.