So i had a dream ^-^ Ahh it was so cute. It started out with a yellow school bus with little white boys and girls. They were putting up their middle finger outside of the window be mean to people. But there ones this one little girl. She had long curly brown hair. She had a barbie. Some girl came up to her and rip the head off and gave it back. The bus was going back to school. I stood there in front of the bus door she came out and ran to me and called me mommy :') i hugged her tight. We left walking some where and then we were back at her school. She went to a catholic school (i'm not religious but i think it's best to put a little kid there, it keeps their innocence) I was there with my baby girl and so were other parents, the head nun was making us go there because of the behavior the kids made the day before. I felt so lonely. i thought i was a single parent. I turn my back and so later i fell these arms around my waist, it's my babe ^-^. He hugs me and say "hi sweetie" and kisses my lips.
i like to be realistic, i know high school couples end. but mine is different. So different. :) i feel like we will last. but there was always a part of my that would be strong if we ever broke up. point is i think that part is gone. i'm have fully fallen for him. Completely <3
Back to my dream: the nun thought my baby was evil because she took off the head of her doll but it wasn't her fault D:< so my dream kept going. i was walking other baby, this time it was a boy, and the little girl was playing with him, and my boyfriend was next to me. we past by a club and i told him we should go out. he said no. at the end i convinced him for some time alone. My friend took my kids and we went out. As we came home there was a couch outside of our house(my bf told me he wanted one outside our house) we sat there and we looked at the night sky and kissed.
it was a perfect dream :D i loved it! FYI i was old enough to be a mother okay, i'm 16 now but i was at least 32 in my dream.
My relationship with my bf is great i hope we never break up. He's my everything. Our relationship is at a different level. We'll last for sure. I just don't hope i foolen myself. i just hope i can show him how much i love him because i know sometimes i don't and when he shows me it's so cute. I love my babe.
incase someone reads this we've been together for 1 year and 9 months almost 2 years. Do you think we'll last? how do we stay together if he's going off to college and i still have one more year of high school. he's a 12th grader right now, and i'm a 11th grader. Do you think me going out of state for college who effect my relationship?
