I'm 16 and i lost my "V" card a couple of days ago, well and yesterday me and my boyfriend were messing around. i was really hyper and then we just started making out. i felt really uncomfortable because then he was getting sexually. i just wanted to making out not feel his boner on me. Point is he started taking off my pants. i was like what the hell but in my head. For some reason i couldn't say it out loud. then he went into my undies and tried to you know. then he stopped and said he loved me. i pulled my pants up and felt that nasty thing guy do.... you know COM <-idk if it's spell like that. It was nasty he's done it before on my pants but not on my undies. it's gross and i don't know how to mention it.I think he did the pull away you because if he had a condom on i should have not felt that. I was pissed. But i could not mention it i felt uncomfortable. i don't know what to do. It's like after he tells me he loves me i feel it's because of that. i don't want to do it again because i don't want to end up pregnant. I'm sorry but how can a 16 be having kids that's sad. i don't even know if i want kids in the future but i DON'T want the now either. i have to speak up and tell him how i feel but i don't know how to mention it.
