i feel awful

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i feel awful

yesterday my bf text me around midnight and told me who he wasn't feeling good. that he had family problems and he couldn't help but think about them. And i felt really awful, i didnt know what to tell him to make him feel better. i felt like a bad girlfriend worst of all i felt like a horrible friend :/ ugh and it makes me feel really bad and i feel like this cause i really care for him and i want to tell him that things were gonna be fine and to just look for a brightside but something inside of me wont let me. Maybe cause i would feel bad telling people lies cause i could never believe that if someone were to tell me:( i'm suppose to be there when he needs me and he needed me then and i let him down. but i cant see the people i love hurt, it hurts me more to see them like that. i feel like i would be able to handle more the pain then them but i know that thats not true. its weird cause something deep inside of me enjoys that pain :/ and i was wondering if any one could help me by give me advice, or telling me what i should do.