It's Complicated

*Sigh* Sometimes, i think my friend doesn't like me anymore. we've been close friends since fourth grade, but recently, i've noticed that she's been kinda not acting the same. it's a really stupid thing to go off of, but, for example: one day when i needed a seat on the bus, she told me that someone else (i'm not saying names) is going to sit with her, and they only talk on the bus. i know it's okay for her to have other friends, but sometimes, when i look at her, i feel like she has more fun with other people than me. Also, she tells our other friends her problems, but not me, the one who's known her since elmentary school. i get that our other friend's known her longer, but i feel like she doesn't trust me. and whenever we're quiet, it's always awkward, unlike with my other friend. i know it's pretty dumb, since we've been friends forever, and i try not to think about it, but it keeps nawing at me. but, being the person i am, i don't want to confront her with it, cuz i know its dumb and that we're still friends.