Holy Shit, I Think My Eyes are starting to Open

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Holy Shit, I Think My Eyes are starting to Open

okay, so i'm depressed and suicidal. i've been that way for a long fucking time. But, slowly but surely, i think my eyes are starting to open again and see things in color again. Figuratively speaking, BTW. it's a great feeling. And it was thanks to therepy. I've tried to kill myself twice, and i have voices constantly drowning me in my sea of dispair. so if i can do it i know you guys can. I mean, i'm not in love with myself, but i'm at the point where i just hate being me, when before i loathed myself. so that's an improvement. But to be honest, i know the voices are gonna keep talking and make me feel suicidal again. but until that happens, imma enjoy being somewhat happier.

~~Splash Bubblez out~~