slowly,but surely

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slowly,but surely

so my best friend of 8 years,ryen,has a boyfriend who i really dislike,and he takes her away from me,we'll be hanging out and he comes over grabs her hand and steals her from me,i hate that he does that,and i cant tell ryen anything cause this is the first time she's been happy with someone else but her ex,who i hated more,i have Athazagoraphobiamits the fear of bein forgotton,it hurts me when she leaves me like that,so i go to my big sister(not really,we're just really close)ivy,and she always makes me feel special,and wanted,like today she hugged me and wouldnt let go cuz she saw how sad i was,she calls me her little sister and i love when she does,it makes me feel love,i know that ryen loves me too,but her main thought is her boyfirend,and im just left to cry in ivys arms,i put on a smile for ryen but really inside im crying wish she knew what was wrong with me