she wont stop crying

i have the voices in my head who i have named,killjoy is the happy one,but she read the shooting and wont stop crying,her and bobby,alice is having trouble controling them,i feel sorry for the shooting too,and the rainy weather here isnt helping releave the heartbreak,and my classmates wont shut up about the 21st,its not that im sacred the world is gonna end,im scared its not gonna change,i guess its like gerard says,"the world is ugly"