its hard knowing.........

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its hard knowing.........

its hard knowing i dissapoint my mom by just being myself,like yesterday on christmas,she kept shaking her head at everything i did,and i just sat there,today,she tried to get me out of bed,i didnt go,yesterday she said something that really hurt,she said this"i dont wanna listen to My Chemical Romance,itll get me depressed like you",it hurt cause she doesnt know that its her words thatt make me depressed,MCR is what makes me forget about what she says,and i had to keep myself from crying by saying"MCR wants me to be strong,they care about me,even if they dont know who i am,they care,and they would be hurt if i were to do something i would regret",i had to try hard not cry,this is why i stay in my room,didnt even want to go anywhere yesterday