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Well, I get to cry myself to sleep tonight. I finally got him to talk to me. Thing is, everything I wanted to say, I couldn't say. He either shut me out or I was too terrified to approach the subject. His voice didn't calm me anymore. I didn't feel anything. I don't know if it's because I've been so damn mad at him or if it's something else. I don't know what else to do. We're just so different. And it's everything I love the most about him that's hurting me.

I'm making one last ditch effort. I'm going to write it all out. Then I'm going to make him read it. If that doesn't work, I don't know what to do. I don't even know whose fault it is anymore. I can't tell.

I'm lost.