There went a year and a half of my life I think.

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There went a year and a half of my life I think.

Hi I haven't posted in a few days. I'm just listening to I Don't Love You and reading as usual. The song is like now my theme song or whatever. I guess you can tell that I
Might be going through a break up. Why I say might be is because I'm unsure I mean this is the guy I've liked for over a year and he's liked me for that long and we've kinda been dating bu we havent really done anything together or whatever. But yeah I mean he hasn't been texting me for a while, and his friends are acting like jerks to me even more than before. And when I saw him this week he barely noticed me. I know that he prefers my hair brown instea of black. I'm dyeing it back soon because for basketball I also just want to since it's kinda patchy. I still like him but if his friends are jerks and if he's barely gonna notice me then fine. An the fact that my best friend keeps talking to him and won't let me get a word in the conversation. I mean she hates it when I talk to her bf so why does he talk to mine all the time, even when I'm not around. He even said he doesn't like her because she's just like nor his type or whatever. I know that he has a lot of family stuff going on so maybe that could be the reason. Sorry I'm rambling about non important things. :/