I can't do it.

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I can't do it.

So I've promised myself that I would help others through my music and just helping them in general. Well today U found out one of my other friends also hurts herself and I just didn't expect it at all. She's just so happy I'm NOT stereotyping because I know that it can happen to anyone but I just it's totally inexpected like it always is. Well anyways she told me why she does it today and I literally started crying I've realized how good I have life and other people honestly think my life is perfect even tough in reality it's not. I'm not saying I'm going to drop out of the band I'm in and nit help people I am I really am going to still do it. I always am going to help people in the same way. I've realized not to take stuff like having both of my parents around and a roof over my head and some friends. When alot of people don't. Ok so off subject I read a blog about boy Killjoys well I'm a chick but I know a few that don't have an account and their pretty cool. They like half of the same stuff girl killjoys do (but they aren't all fangirlly over Frank, Gerard, Mikey, or Ray.) so yeah fits easy to talk to them and they do understand why I love them. So shoutout to all you boy members of the MCRmy you guys are cool and so are the girl members of the MCRmy. I have no favoritism since I love you all you guys do understand sometimes more than my family. (: