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Ok so today was horrible. I mean yeah it's normal for me to be; called emo freak, shoved into lockers, hit, sometimes chocked by accident (my friend Taryn like piggy back rides but she's sometimes sees a spider.) I get a lot of cra and I ignore it. But somedays I just want to scream. So today this kid who NEVER talked to me ran up to me in the hallway and asked me if I hurt myself. I said no of corse I don't. I'm terrified of needles and I'm not a big fan of sharp things. He said prove if so I showed him my wrists which had a few cat scratches on them. Yeah I have a cat who becomes a ninja at times when I forget to feed him on time. So the cat scratches were tiny and not noticeable. You know what he said. He said I knew you were emo I just never said anything cause your weird. I of corse said I have a cat that scratched me. He said prove it. Luckily I took a video at the time which won't appear on YouTube. He saw it then said he was sorry and offered to sit by me at lunch. I said sure I mean he's newer and I don't know if he has any friends. At lunch we were talking and I found out he likes all the same bands as I do he even likes MCR. I. Asked him why he said that stuff to me and he said someone told him to because they paid him and stuff. He said at first he thought I'd laugh but when he saw I didn't look to happy he asked why because if I did hue myself he wanted to help me get through it. Well here is were the bad part comes in. Today after lunch someone called him a nasty names and told him to go die in a hole. I stood up for him but they just continued. I learnt the kids name but I'm not gonna say it but he plays drums and wants to be in the band I'm in. Anyways he sat down and almost started crying which cause me to cry which called my other band mate that was there to cry. So we were all crying. Sounds weird but we all just snapped I mean what did we do to them nothing and I hated seeing a new friend crying especially about what he told me happened at his house and he has a rough childhood and everything. I wasn't crying for attention but out of wanting to help him but unable. So we were crying and someone said ohh look there the emos in their natural habitat. Yeah so that's how my day went. My story's next chapter will come up tomorrow.