About my last blog.

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About my last blog.

So my last blog I talked about my life. Don't worry I'm fine. I just had a mix of emotions rising inside me and I was unsure. Ok so I'm perfectly fine now I have half of a song written already. I might post the lyrics later. Some of those things I wrote were lies. I'm sorry in some of my posts they were all lies. I'm so sorry I'm just used to having to lie to make friends or whatever. I lie so I'm exacted I know it was wrong I should just be myself. Yes I'm in a band, my best friend is my sister, I live in Nebraska, I'm 13, I have like 4 friends, school sucks, I love MCR,I have a cat, I have hurt myself like once or twice. What is a lie is that the boys asked me those things and became my friend. Yeah I have a friend like that but he never asked me that stuff. I didnt cry at lunch yesterday I cried after lunch in the bathroom so no one could see me. My parents are nice, my grandma does influence me. I am doing a report on Gerard for English. I hate lying with you guys but I figured it would make me seem less weak. I promise right now I will stop lying to you guys. It's tearing me apart having to lie just to be accepted. I hope you guys will forgive me. Or not it's your guys choice. I hope you guys like the real me.