so first things first- if any of you guys are green day fans- they are releasing three new albums! three! and the first one is coming out in september then the next one in novemeber and then one in january- which is super exciting!
but anyway... hows life you guys? mine is kinda confusing right now- last night i went for a sleepover and my friend told me she had been diognosed with depression and the worst thing is i had no idea what to say. but i do feel terrible for her- ive known for a while that she was realy unhappy- i could just tell- and also i kinda know how she feels cause ive had my down days but i realy dont know how to help her. in fact ive just been feeling kinda like a burden on all my friends- i just dont understand why any of them want to hang out with me. theyre all these amazing, outgoing people with these big, striking personalities- and i dont even know what kind of person i am- sometimes i just feel like and empty shell. being on holidays been so nice- not having to worry about social pressures and so on, being able to feel like myself instead of feeling constricted and just kinda numb and clueless when i try to talk to people. so yeah- not looking forward to going back to school. and another thing thats confusing me (sorry to rant) is that i feel like i may be bi- but i dont really know how to tell, and im scared people will judge me- which is why i really need advice. any of you been through anything like this before? and how did you tell?
sorry about that- had to get it off my chest. hope you guys are having a great day :)
