Famous Living Dead (part 38)

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Famous Living Dead (part 38)

Ray's P.O.V:
“Ray, just tell me, what's going on?” Gerard questioned as he scooted closer to me. “Uh.. um... well...” I promised myself I wouldn't tell anyone. I couldn't either, It'd just give me too much pain. I made a promise to myself that I would pretend she never existed anymore. Forgetting is the best way to make the pain go away... right?

Gerard's P.O.V:
I knew he was hiding something, and it was killing him inside. “Look Ray, I've been in your position several times before, trust me; keeping it bottled up inside doesn't help, it just makes things worse. A LOT worse. It's just going to eat you from the inside, and you're going to drive yourself and everyone around you INSANE. I always thought that if no one knew, they would just forget about it and leave me alone, but alone makes you feel unloved. And that's exactly how I felt until Frank saved me. You have all of us Ray, and we want to help you, you just have to open up and let us.” Honestly, saying all of that was hard for me. I've never opened up that much with someone other than Frank, and it felt good to let someone else know how I felt.

Ray's P.O.V:
Gerard just cracked me open. I couldn't hold it in anymore, I just couldn't. “I MISS LUCY SO FUCKING MUCH GERARD!!” I bawled out as I began to choke out tears. “I know Ray, I know.” He comforted as he wrapped his warm arm around me. I took advantage of Gerard's support and threw myself around him, shoving him into my chest. “I NEED HER BACK! I NEED HER!!” I cried. I could feel Gerard's head try to nod while in my tight embrace. “Can't... bre-a-th-th.” He coughed. “Sorry.” I apologized as I let go of him. “I needed something to hug... I haven't hugged in a while... Sorry Gerard.” I sniffed. “You call that a hug?? Try attempted choking...” I heard him mumbled under his breath.