Soo... things are kinda confusing right now, but hey- I guess that's life for ya

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Soo... things are kinda confusing right now, but hey- I guess that's life for ya

My boyfriend... he really likes me. He always tries to make me smile, and he's always trying to make sure he's doing everything right, and doing what I say and... today, I was double booked with my clubs. One was Up and Atom, and the other was Pen Pal Club. I was asking my boyfriend which I should go to. I ended up going to Up and Atom and a little bit of Pen Pal Club. He told me that he was mad at me while we were in the science club. He doesn't really ever get mad at me, so I asked him why. He said it was because I made him feel mad at himself because when I asked if I should go to the science club or pen-pal, he wanted to say science, but he stopped himself because if he would've allowed himself to speak, he would've shouted at me... so what I've concluded is that, I make him change and not for the better but for a more selfish reason... It was really weird. I don't really know anymore. I'm more confused than I was yesterday! *sigh* Life can go die in a ditch.

~Singer Not a Dancer~