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Hey, guys. Anyone here living in California? Hemet, specifically? Idk

Well, I went to a Unity Forum thing, and I really didn't like it. It was quite boring in my opinion. It's like they try to talk about serious things, but they don't how to stop it or give any possible solutions to anyone's problem. They spent about four hours just trying to prove that we're not alone. The ways they tried to do that weren't that great though. Like, just because there are other people who experience similar things as us doesn't mean they understand how we feel. It doesn't mean that we're not alone because everyone in the world could have the same problem as us and we'd still feel alone because that's how it seems. They tried though, so that's good. I'm not going to another one ever again, like it's not my slice of cake (but it might be someone else's so sorry if I'm kinda sorta dissing something you like).

I don't like my dad. He was sick the other day, and my mom felt like going to the gym, but he's literally so insecure that he didn't let her go. He said "You're three hours late and now you want to take off?" She said it was just to the gym and he said "Well that's taking off to me." And it bothers me because he goes cycling around the city whenever he wants without telling anyone. He also goes to visit the tenants at the house we're renting and we don't give HIM shit for it. And that's not even all of it! He never wants to go to the store with my mom to buy groceries, but he'll follow her at a distance and even go to the store to make sure she's not cheating. But if we dare call him out on it or the fact that he's cheated on her several times, it doesn't matter.

I'm writing a couple new stories that I hope to publish some day, so that's a good thing. I've also been drawing a bit, and it isn't so bad. I'm drawing the planets as people (like they don't look like the planet, they just represent it) and it's not half bad. Sometimes, I get really inspired with certain fanfictions and I can just write for days with a great plot and everything, and then when it comes to actual stories I'm kinda just like ... wat

Well, random little update thing. Yeah. I think this boy likes me, but then again, I don't. I'm just so weird. Cuz like, what if he doesn't like me and is just being friendly. Also, my friend is a good friend, but like... he hits me. Not like full on punches or anything, but like he'll slap my face a bit (in a sort of playful manner?) but slightly more painful than a normal thing, ya know? How do I get him to stop? I don't want to tell the teacher because it isn't THAT much of a problem to me, but it kinda hurts. Like if it really hurts, he'll apologize and like massage the part he hurt, but I just don't know what to make of it. Any suggestions?

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Singer Not a Dancer