Right/Wrong

My heart is just hurt so bad right now.
I see my friends here calling for help, calling for more than words.
Adding this, I feel like I can't do anything right for them anymore.
I feel so weak and depress and just freaking hurt and painful right now.
I always avoid myself from posting this kind of blog because I know it will be wrong.
But I can't take it anymore.
I have messaged everyone but no one seems to reply.
I wondered and worried while I was having my heart fix from another stupid drama.
So, to all my good friends who are in a terrible moment, I am so sorry I can't help you guys at this very bad time. I really, really want to help you guys but with this unfinished heart construction and your impossible demands, I just can't. I am just useless right now.
I am really sorry.
To all my friends and families here, please help all of my good friends here who in need of help. At the very least, make them happy. Make them feel alive again. Make them feel bright and beautiful again. Please....

Stay beautiful, stay safe, stay healthy, don't let the rain wipe away that smiley face, my beautiful friends. Stay alive....