No Heartbreak/Dick

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No Heartbreak/Dick

This is a blog to Misa Amane and Light Yagami. There's no negative emotions when I wrote this, so please...read.

Me..a dick?..I don't know...If I think of myself of being a dick, I wouldn't have called you quick to talk to her and let her stab herself...
She was waiting for you, she felt like dying without you. I try to calm her myself but she needs you more than she needs me and that proves to me I'm not worthy.
It's true. She's too good for me and I'm not good enough for her. No matter how beautiful the drawings are, no matter how long I try to stay contact with her, heck I was gonna wait until her birthday so that I could give her, a song I made for her. But it's not enough.
That's why I let her go, she loves you more. I understand that and try not to show how heartbreak I am. Because I don't want her to come back for me, just because she broke my heart terribly. I want her to be with you because you need him, she needs you.
When we had a secret affair, I kept telling her, encouraged her, convinced her to love you more. I said things like, "You are an angel to him." and "He really loves you." and "Stay with him as long as I'm gone." It's the truth. It's inside our message. I even told her to make a blog about you, to show you how much she loves you.
Otherwise, I am happy for you two. Really, I am. It's surprised me that you two would planned to marry with each other in the future but that's true love. I am happy. Really, I do. My heart still breaks and I'm trying to fix it, but I am happy for you two.

I'm not lying this time, not ever.