Demons Of Despair/Ex Pair of Mental/Another After Recent

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Demons Of Despair/Ex Pair of Mental/Another After Recent

Hey, guys. This world is so fucked up. Everyone, almost everyone is a fucking demon of despair. When you just recovered from heart illnesses, there's always someone...friend, family, relatives, strangers....who tries to break your heart to pieces again....purposely or not. There's always that someone, that demon of despair.

I'm going to start my solo band project called Ex Pair of Mental and planning on making an EP album (digitally maybe, free maybe). There will be 5 songs in total and mostly are more or less like a concept album. It's about how a man split his heart and mind into two and this new soul in him is going to help him to live life better again, in the soul's darkest way.
I've been planning and start doing this project after my final exams. What I've done so far are the logos, the characters and a song based on recent events and based on what I said on the first paragraph.
This one is called "Another After Recent". I will give you only the lyric first while I'm doing my best to find a way to record the song. By the way, don't fucking steal this song or I'll put you to negative lights. This, I swear. No kidding and no fooling. This, I mean and I swear I will fucking burn you to dust. I'm sorry for saying this, I am not me anymore.

Long time no see, my friend
Glad you're in good health these days
I'm fine after the greatest depression
What are you saying now?
Are you kidding me?

Don't let me go, don't let go,
Don't leave me alone like this,
Don't go away, please stay,
I can't go on like this.
Why would you do this to me?

(Chorus)
Why would you break my heart
After how long i've been trying to put pieces back together again
Why would you burn my heart
After how long i've been trying to mold them into a new one again
I'm so fucking tired of fixing this fragile glass
I feel like i'm going to die, instead.
Why would you crush my heart
Do you know how painful it is to be dissect when i'm half awake,
Again and again and again.

I understand we can't be together
When a wall is built right in front of us
But that doesn't mean we should cut the line
And left me dying while you stay alive

Don't left me cold, all alone,
With this pain you just made,
Don't go away, please stay,
I can't believe you did this to me.
After all, i've been going through lately.
Why would you do this to me?

(Chorus)

No, I won't be okay anymore,
No, I won't be okay anymore!!!!

(Chorus)

©ExPairOfMental, 2013