what a day...

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what a day...

I drew a black line on my right wrist and a red one on my left and I wrote "Sing it for the hurt" above the red one,I also wrote "Very much alive" on my neck.Yeah...my parents freaked out,especially my mom,she's not a big tattoo fan :P.I still have this shitty allergy,but the doctor said that I can go to school tommorow.NOOOOO,I don't want to go back to that Hell,I always hated it,since 1st grade.I had a fight with my dad last night and two fights today.I cried 4 times today.4!!Two of them were about school,since I hate it and I know that my grades are gonna get shitty and well,I don't know,I'm just tired.The first two times were about this messed up world and my parents and I'm just sick of all of this.I just wish I could go to sleep,a really long sleep.No,I don't want to die,I just sometimes want to dissapear,just for a while,but I know I can't.I'm so worn out.WHAT DAY MY BELOVED.I realised something.I don't just love you,I need you.You keep me sane and I know you guys will always have my back and I will always be there for all of you.
Your worn out random-ass <3