Nightmares (song just seems appropriate)

OK so I used to cut myself but I haven't for months. Anyway last night I dreamt I was like cutting Xs in my skin and everytime it went down to my bone. And I'm totally freaked out. I couldn't sleep at all last night and this morning my mom got all pissed at me cause she said she heard me awake at midnight.
I have no idea when I'm dreaming about this because it's not like I've even thought about it lately. I'm wicked freaked out.

~NightHawk