I'm just a shell of a person

So this is basically directed to everyone who knows me.

Cant you see I'm not okay?
Is it because you're too self involved or do you just not care anymore?
And if you knew would you even care?
Would you try to help or just call me crazy?
Or would you turn your back like everyone else?
Don't you notice when I talk and it sounds like a conversation but you weren't talking?
Cant you tell I'm bleeding inside?
That all day I'm an empty shell and at night I scream for a way out?
Are you blind to it all or do you just not care?
Is this how I'm supposed to be?
Can you tell im falling apart again and I don't know how many more times I can pull it together?
Would you think I'm crazy if I told you?
Or would you turn your back again?
Can't you see through my fake smile?
Am I that good a liar or are you not looking?
If you read this would it change anything?

~NightHawk