I feel hollow inside

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I feel hollow inside

The only time I feel okay is around my horse and I only see him for a few hours a day and whenever I'm not around him I feel empty. God I thought I was over this. It's not as bad as it was last time but whenever I'm alone which is most of the time I think about cutting and I hate it!
I feel like no one even gives a fuck because everyone betrays me I don't believe a word anyone says because they lie and no one even seems to notice me. No knows what's going on with me right now because if I told them they'd call me crazy and I basically have no friends to even tell anymore.

~NightHawk