Betrayal??? (Fuck it!) (rant)

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Betrayal??? (Fuck it!) (rant)

I am so sick of people right now. My ex-friend Erica is such an ass-wipe. She's talking to my best friend but not me and my best friend Lilly said that Erica is trying to get secrets about me.
The worst part is this whole thing is MY fault! At a school camp earlier this year Kaylee went all nutso saying someone in her room was going to kill her or something. Anyway that was the last day of camp and so she got transferred to our room. Well that is the room I was in with Lilly and someone else. Anyway we became friends with her. I don't know why I ever trust anyone!
Ever since we'd been back from camp she'd been hanging out with Kaylee and her friends more than Lilly and I. So about a month ago Kaylee texted me saying she didn't want to be friends. Didn't even say it to my face. It really ticked me off. I mean if she'd just told me to my face I would have been cool with it.
Anyway Erica followed and ever since it's just been awful. I have a total of 1 friend at school. I mean I talk to a couple other people but two of them are always reading and stuff and the other one is just plain annoying. And I do have another friend from my last town who I see every week at horse back riding but...
But back on track Erica would talk to me up until a few weeks ago. Then this week she texted me calling me a dirtbag! WTF! Anyway I'm just sick of being betrayed. I thought Erica was my friend and then she betrays me for popularity. Should have seen it coming after my friend in fourth grade did the same when I was homeschooled for a year.
And now school cut my days in half to try to keep me away from Lilly! Hell, they don't even want us to see each other outside school!!
I should have known it was coming, what with my guidance counselor being a Drac and telling me go on medicine (I know right. She even looks like that woman from SING!)
But anyway Betrayal is a bitch. Friends are a bitch. Fuck popularity.
And it just comes without warning! It's basically the equivalent of smacking someone in the face. You never find it and it has the same effect. Actually I'd prefer it if one of them had smacked me. At keast then I could attack them for revenge!

Hey Erica, Kaylee if either of you ever read this which I doubt since you hate Mcr but if you do you're gonna regret it! I swear I WILL get payback one day! You won't know where or when or how but it's coming!

~NightHawk (Sierra)