I HATE GERARD WAY!!!

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I HATE GERARD WAY!!!

now that I have your attention you can read my poem... :3
(remember that I speak Spanish, so i not know if this well-written) :/

pretending

someone really understands you?
Or they just are pretending?
Everyone have ever been cold
But always they have to be cold with me?
Some call to others stupid
Others are called smart
But only, a few persons deserve that title
But ... what i'm really am?
Why I can't express myself easily?
Why the songs and poems say more of my life than I?
Why does my head say so much and my mouth so little?
Why I can not express myself fluently?
maybe like that, the others can think than I'm special...
Or just they would take me more in account
No one sees me
And ... you see me?
Or you just pretend?
I'm not scared
I dont lose control
But more than once I've done it
But I'm tired of contradicting
Am I too complicated or deep?
Is everything in my mind?
Or I'm just like the others?
If you do not understand yourself you can not make than the others understands you.
Each person is unique
But there are few that are special ...
And if unique is derived from the special
But only few persons are special
So it only becomes an everyday thing?