sogy from the chemo!

turn away if u =could get me drink of water cause my lips r chapped and fadded call my aunt marie help her gather all my things and barry me in all my fav colors my sis. and my brothers still. i will not kiss u?cause the hardest part of this is leaving u
now turn away cause im awful just to see cause all my hairs abandoned all my body
oh my agony know that i will never maryy baby,im just soggy from the chemo but countin down the days to go
it just aint livin and just hope you know
that if u say gooodbye to day id ask you to be true
cause the hardest part of this is lieavin you casue the hardest part of this is leavin you!

these r words i live by ecspecalliy cause my dad had a twelve pd. tumor in his leg he was in the hospital for a month he had to go through chemo he still has a scare that will never heal
hes hurt all the time
and its awful just to see
he was upset wit him cause he didnt get it taken out sooner and thats wat made the divorce
yay u could say my life has been hetic but danks to mcr i am here today and not in hell or worse a mental instatusion!lolz

danks ... u guys!

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