heven or hell?

i dont think i believe in either one
but i do believe in Mu
its a state of conciousness after you die that sends you to some place desolated but not to gold paved roads or decaying bodies in fire
i do belevie that there is something that comes to you that you stay in forever
to look up at the moon as ur only friend and see the ones you loved in it
well i geuss if you believe in heven or hell you would go there
but idk where i would go
i geuss its just some mixed up dream wanting to come true

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