Confused beyond belief

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Confused beyond belief

if any body wants to help that would be reeeeaaaalllllyyyyy helpfull

So i had this ex boy friend that I broke up with. Its was in the beginning of the summer and i was second geusing a lot.I broke up with him because every time something went bad i felt like the bad guy and it was my responsibility to fix it. i couldn't take it anymore so i cut it off. During the summer i couldn't stop thinking of him. it was ridiculous. every time i wasn't busy my mind would stray to him. Now that school has started again i see him everyday and things got weird at first because we both didn't know what to do. I talked to him finally and explained everything but afterwards i did something that i shouldn't have. now...now i'm even more confused then ever. i want him back but i dont know if hes right for me. everyone says that there r more fish in the sea and frankly there are. im not sure if i just want him back because im lonely or if its because i was with him for so long and now every emotion is coming back up and im acting on impulse.Ive made it clear that i want to see how things play out
but the anticipation is killing me
Should i make the first move? or let him?
-G