COFFEE....The return...

Because I am a stupid brat,
this morning when I went to my mom's house to get my swimwear for the sport at school,
I decided that i had time left and that i could have a cup of coffee (well it was a mug but who cares ?) .
So I poured the delicious coffee...and I drank it.... But I didn't eat anything and the night before I had slept something like 5 hours...( Not my fault I just felt like watching L.O.T.M.S).

I guess the coffee was too strong or something, 'cause I like it black ya know....Very black.

And then I went to school.

at the begining it felt great...I had that energy that strength....And because my teacher was missing I didn't have class in the afternoon.

But I went to the english class....And my hands couldn't stop trembling.

The world was fucking shaking....and I could not speak without stuttering.

This I can stand it....

But then things were shaking even more....And my mouth was trembling....And I wanted to barf...And my tummy hurt.

So they told me I should go to see the nurse. That's what I did. She gave me some food. And told me I could not going to sport like this.

So I began class at 9am and finished at 10 am....

But I feel guilty.

Hope my parents won't heard of this....Because I don't wanna say "goodbye coffee...."

i know I'm a coffeholic. (and a cocaholic....But that's another story.)