how i feel.................... (poem 1)

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how i feel.................... (poem 1)

-HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW AND HOW I FELT YESTURDAY AND-

I'm depressed
I want to cry
But my tears wont come out to help
With the pain
With the sadness
With the loneliness.........

Even though i have friends,
Only one or two would maybe
understand
the way i feel right now
so deep inside me i might
tear apart
i need
more help
no help.........

But one friend in another class
with little time to talk,
only seen in school
never more time

More time to be alone
more time to think!
that i can not take that,
with time i want to cry
time to maybe die.........

But NO! i will not let go!
You depression wont be able to make me.
make me think about how maybe
its a choice......

I wont die!!
i will survive!!

But its hard
all alone
with no one to trust
with no one to know

Maybe i can talk to my other
friend
in my class
but ther is
no time

Maybe after school
maybe at the fright fest on
october 28th

i promise i will speak
out loud and confess
how i feel to my friend
who has been through
it if they give time

I just hope i will not
be mistaken.........

I will not give up!!!

but i still feel all
alone
with no one to
turn

if i ask a teacher
my parents will know
my parents call the music

But what they don't know is that
the music helps
a lot

I'm not afraid to keep on living.........
im not afaird
i will survive
even if i have to cry
tears of air
tears of blood
tears that create a
big flood

in my heart i know
im not alone...........

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