"You're gonna be ok"

it's all i need to hear
to have you hold me
and protect me from my nightmares
hug me tight
don't let me go
i know you wouldn't either
you won't admit it
but you came out to me
you made me a playlist
you told me you wouldn't be able to take it if i died
you love me, Madison
get over yourself

So please...don't let go
or i'll fall to hell
and then my dad will get me
and strangle me dreams
and i curl into a corner
and le go my pent up tears
i haven't seen one of my best friends
in over a year
I haven't heard from KilljoysCanCry
since his/her suicide letter
I don't know if they're dead or not
but all i know is that
just because you said so
will never be dead to you