To The Love Of My LIfe

(Again I wrote this poem for someone I loved very much he meant everything to me but I guess I ment nothing to him plz let me no what you think.)

My life is black,
my heart is dust,
I could never live,
this love of lust.

My rubies drip,
red as blood,
I loved you,
but you never could.

My love for you is gone,
my life for you is lost,
when your in love,
it comes with a cost.

My pain that lives within me,
my sorrows that dwells within me,
my heart filled with sick,
my blood replaced with acid,
my tears filled with fear,
when I see you I just stop and stare,
I know it sucks,
I know it's sad,
I loved you
and not for your looks.

You stood on a nail,
your skin is pail,
hair so black,
like the inner of a sack.

We had good times,
we had bad,
even though I've been had,
my feelings for you never changed,
I feel like I've been caged.

I trusted you,
you broke my heart,
I never thought,
we'd fall apart.