I'm Not Okay (Part 1)

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I'm Not Okay (Part 1)

(I have based this FanFic on the "I'm Not Okay" video as you can probably tell by the title lol. Anyway I hope you like it plz comment and let me no what you think.)

[Gerard]
I woke up due to the sound of my alarm. Monday morning. I hated going to school for the new term. I hated everything about school, the lesions were boring, the teachers ignored me and the kids were all stuck up high class snobs. There was one thing to be happy about, I got to see my friends again. The only two people who understood me and never judged me, Ray and Frank, my brother Mikey also hung around with us, he wasn't that popular either but somehow it didn't bother him.

We all sat at the back of the class the teachers never paid any attention to us anyway there really was no point in us being there. Until, I found a reason. The creaky, wooden classroom door opened and a young girl with fiery read hair walked through the door. He skin was light and fair. Her eyes were bright and sparkly, the colour of an emerald glistening in the darkness. Her lips were plump and juicy looking. She wore a black knee length dress. She stood at the front of the class looking beautiful. “You'll never get her.” I heard a voice say. It was Ray I turned to face him, he was shacking his head. “Face it mate, any girl who is that tempting to look at always turns out to be a total bitch. She's not worth getting hurt over.” I turned back round and saw her sitting next to Jason. God I hated that guy more than anything, all he's ever done is pushed me into lockers, tripping me up while walking down the corridor and if that's not bad enough on my first day he knocked over my tray out of my hands causing gravy to spill all over my new top and jeans. As soon as I saw the red head sit next to him he gently put his arm around her. Poor girl, I bet she felt really awkward sitting near him. The teacher started talking about algebra and god knows what else. I lowered my head and started doodling on a piece of paper.

The bell went for lunch all through the day I haven't managed to take my mind of the new girl. I didn't even know her name. I heard Jason's voice from other end of the room, we strolled in acting like he owned the place, with his arm around the new girl. Maybe Ray was right she would never fall for me. “GET OFF ME YOU SICK CUNT!” I turned around seeing the new girl pulling herself away from Jason. “I only wanted a snog.” He said sticking his tongue out trying to force it onto her mouth. She screamed and ran out. All the jocks that hung around with Jason were laughing. Sick bastards they were trying to make a fool of her on her first day. I got up from my seat and went to find her. I walked passed the maths block and under the stairs I saw a figure. “Are you alright?” I asked. “Leave me alone.” I heard her mumbled. “It's okay I promise I won't hurt you.” I said moving closer towards her. I knelt down in front of her and stroked her silky crimson hair out of her face. She saw beautiful even with bloodshot eyes. “What's your name?” I asked. “Arabella” She replied. What a beautiful name. “I'm Gerard.” I said. She smiled. “Don't pay any attention to Jason he's a dick.” She giggled. “I know” she said. “I can tell.” I placed my hand on her face, using my thumb to wipe away her tears. “Your hands are so warm.” She said closing her eyes and resting against my hand. She wasn't a total bitch, at least she wasn't acting like it. Was it because she was just humiliated in front of the whole school? Or was it because she was the most perfect girl I ever met? Either way I felt a magnet pulling myself towards her lips, I had to resist temptation, I didn't to seem like Jason.

[Mikey]
Lunch was nearly over and none of us had seen Gerard since last period. Where the hell was he? We heard Jason laughing. What has that dick done now? He's always laughing when he's just humiliated someone or about to, I looked around at the table and started to wonder where the new girl was. I noticed I was staring at their table for sometime. “What are you staring at freak?” Jason asked me. I shrugged my shoulders “I dunno but it's looking back” I replied. Ray and Frank started to giggle, but their smile soon faded when Jason came up behind me. “What you say to me?” He asked grinding his teeth as he grabbed hold of me. I struggled a little “Get of me” I shouted. An evil grin came to his face. I looked down and he clenched his fist raising it high. “GET THE FUCK OF HIM YOUR CUNT!!!” I heard someone shout. Jason turned around and the next thing I knew my white shirt was covered in blood and Jason lay knocked out on the floor with blood dripping from his nose. “You okay bro?” Gee asked. I looked at him amazed by what he'd done. “I am now.” I said smiling.