15 Flaws About Being Me

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15 Flaws About Being Me

1. I'm in no way good looking
2. I'm not skinny like "normal people"
3. I have scalp psoriasis (it itches like crazy, is a compleat turn off for the boys and T-gel DOESN'T work, well for me it doesn't anyway)
4. I'm very hard to please (I don't take an intrest to most things and it's very difficult to make me smile)
5. I'm not talented (I can't sing, I can't dance, I can't draw etc...)
6. I'm not smart (I'm a failure in all my subjects at school and had to re-take the whole year and after my exams I feel like I've failed again)
7. I'm very self concious about my appearence and the way I act when I'm happy (for some reason people don't like me when I'm having a good time, they think I'm "weird" and should stop)
8. I don't open up well to people and when they finally get the reason why I'm upset out of me they judge me and laugh at my pathetic reason
9. I get aggressive WAY too easily, if people piss me off there is no way I can control my actions
10. I'm VERY emotional, I cry at the stupidest things and I can't stop until I start finding it hard to breathe, it makes me hate myself more than I normal do because it makes me feel worthless
11. I get very paranoid, especially when I'm on my own in the dark, if I hear something or believe I see something move at the corner of my eye I instantly run to the kitchen to get a knife
12. I can't sleep when there's light in the room
13. I'm a very grouchy person, especially in the mornings
14. I'm unlucky in love (23 boyfriends and all have ended badly)
15. I have a horrible smile

And I could go on, but these are the main things that I hate about myself