Please, support a Killjoy. Not just me, but another one too.

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Please, support a Killjoy. Not just me, but another one too.

I have been through a lot this past year, meaning December 17th of 2011, to today, December 17th 2012. One year ago today my best friend and I made a pact. This promise that we sealed was this: The two of us with the help of The Butterfly Project would stop our self harming forever, and when we wer elow as life could get us and we just want to rip our skin, we would draw a butterfly naming it after one another. It has been a year, the two of us hurt ourselves in different ways but nonetheless it was ruining our lives. I am so fucking proud of her. One year of not hurting, on both of our parts. The butterfly project save dour lives and so did our friendship. If anyone out there is having a tough time like we were, I highly suggest this project. It's old, no one really does it anymore but that does't mean it's any less effective. This is my one year anniversary of not destroying myself. This is her one year anniversary of not destroying herself. She doesn't have a lot of friends at school, she constantly gets laughed at, everyone tells her she isn't pretty. I disagree with all of those things. So, if you are reading this blog post, thank you and it would mean the world to me and I am pretty damn sure it would mean the world to her if you left a message in her inbox congraatulating her for surviving a year without cutting. Please, I am so proud of her and I know any of you who care are proud of her, too, whether you know her or not. Please, message her. Her name is Sophie or, lightning Rose. Here is her blog page:

http://www.mychemicalromance.com/users/mcrmyforever12397

Please, send her a message letting her know you're so proud of her and to keep staying strong. Please. She needs to know that her efforts have paid off and that she still has us, the MCRmy as her friends and family.
Thank you, Fifi. You have given me strength. I don't know where I'd be right now without you. Probably in a very bad place. But I don't want to think about that right now. Because there's no way that's ever going to happen, not anymore. Thank you for doing this with me. Thank you for being strong.
xoxoxo
R.A.M.