Icecicles on my fingertips...

http://www.imeem.com/people/7M-Ok3C/blogs/2009/08/16/D0HRrtmL/icecicles-...

It has been a cold night.
Everything feels so right though, and everything is really amazing.

I don't even know why.

Although, I have lots and lots of things to think about....School and myself....

I have been doing a lot of spring cleaning lately (although it's not spring really :P)
Spring cleaning my life. I must be learning how to mature. I think, staying in the level of child-teen years is not right for my college years.
I must learn how to be dependent on what I got and have.

But, one thing's for sure....I WON'T CHANGE FOR THE WORSE!

I'll change for the better. Life is not just a wheel, it's a wheel in motion. It has a direction. And if I won't be able to think of all the right choices in my life, I would probably get lost right?

Am I a lil bit serious today?
LMAO

I just feel so bored. But everything that I have posted here is true....I won't be a bitch, I promise! Unless! Someone's been acting like a bitch to me. I won't hold myself down. But, sure thing, I know my limits!!

Again, I wanna thank you my friends for all the encouragement that you have given me... All the advices and everything that you have shared in my life. You all have given me enough strength to carry on. You also pushed me to reach the sky. You are all always here by my side.. Thank you Thank you Thank you.

Almost everything in my life were and will be shared through my blogs. You all have listened, and thank you for being there. Sorry if I once acted like a whore or a pessimist. SORRY>>>T_T

I also wanted to thank these guys:

Rikz- Hey hey! Thank you for always giving me advices. Thank you for letting me know that I can still do it.... Always write poems okay? It makes me feel good and proud of you....*hugs**kisses*

Vianey- Hermana!! thank you for all the fun times you've shared with me... Thank you also for believing in me. Thank you for the trust, And I am so grateful because you are my hermana, not by blood, but by heart...i miss you!te quiero mucho!

Karen- You!! I am so proud of you!! You are the best author I have ever known. Thank you for every word that you uttered. Those words made me feel better. Thank you also for making me believe in myself...Thank you for being you. You are most definitely a role model for me...ILYSM!!!

Hazel-Big sis, our story started when TBPID was released and you know what happened. Thank you for your initiative. I was also surprised when you have offered that.. Thank you for the trust, you have helped me through the years of my anxieties. Thank you for the love and sharing your family with me. I never thought that it feels so nice to have a big sister you can lean on. Thank you for everything!!!*lots of coffee love!*

Angela and Moni- I have met you two at the Rmy, thank you for every laughter and moments you have shared with me. Mga kababayan, mahal ko kayo ng sobra sobra. Sana magkita-kita tayo. We are living in the same country, but still distance separates us! DARN!!hahahahah.... Thank you for always being there...ILYSSSSSSSSSSSSSMMMMMMMMMMM!^^

Lais- How are yah my dear? Thank you for the fun-filled conversations we had. Thank you for making me smile and thank you for the advices...IMYSM!!!!hope to talk to you soon!!!

I also wanted to thank, my FAMILY of course. They have been with me all these years. I would never trade anything for them. They are my everything. My parents are so supportive. They almost sacrificed anything just to make me strong and independent. I love my family more than I love myself!

And these guys too:

My Chemical Romance- Once, there was aui. Now, there is AUI. The one that is strong. Because of your music, you have made me get through my loneliness. You were my voice to everything! You made me feel proud of myself. Your songs are undeniably wonderful. You are also the ones who made my circle of friends larger. Through your passion, you bind my pieces together. Now, I am proud that I have known you..You guys made me feel proud of being me. You made me realize that life isn't all shit. Thank you Thank you Thank you....Ray, Mikey, Bob, Gerard and Frank: Don't ever change for the worse. And keep on inspiring...ILYSM!Words can't express how much I love you guys!You will forever be the best!

Michael Jackson- Whenever you move, the world dances along. Whenever you sing, the world follows. It's too bad, that you won't even see this post. I wanna thank you for inspiring me since I made my very first step in this world. Thank you for making me love music even more. You absolutely made me a better person. I just hoped that I had treasured you more. When I was young, I already adored you. Time passed.... But still I adore you yet, not as much as before. I am sorry for that. Your music speaks a lot to me. I wish that you have never gone. "Peter Pan, come take me to Neverland." But, you need to rest now. You are at peace and I am happy for you. Though it is still aching. Thank you for the love, music and peace that you have shared. Thank you for sharing your life with us. You will always remain in our hearts and minds....

Thank you for everything.....

*hugs*

*super soaker time!*

HERE'S A CAKE FOR ALL OF YOU!:

again...thank you!!!