>.< Confused/Happy :D

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>.< Confused/Happy :D

ok so i met this guy named Nick this year in my English class. And english is my 6th period, and i always kinda bummed at that period cuz im tired, sweaty, and not very good-looking at the end of the day. Ive liked Nick since the beginning of the year because the only reason i started to like nick was because of his personality, and then came his looks. so im always bummed at the end of the day and he always seems to cheer me up. and he always tell me i look pretty, and he always defends me when the bitchy girls talk crap about me or the jock dudes tell me im stupid or something. I also really like him for this reason, he as angry problems and has to take medication for it, (i undersatnd the angry/pills issue because my dad is the same) and that immediatly took me by surrpirse beause i take medication for being bipolar and i fell in love. and here comes his looks he has black hair and it goes over his eyes (which i really like about a person) and he is into all the bands im into(like MCR). so this was the over veiw of him.
-------ok so the other day i was really upset and i started crying in class, but i did it very slilently and Nick noticed and he held my hand. and then class started but he did let go of my hand. and then in the middle of class i stopped crying he started to hum/sing 'Summertime'. And when he did that i melted inside and i started to tear up again. Then after school we were walking out of class he wispered in my ear 'You can runaway with me anytime you want'.
-----and then the next day in class he took a sharpie and wrote on my arm 'Run away with me' and i wrote on his arm 'Anytime you want'.
-----i really fell in love with him. but what really crushed my heart was to find out that he has a girlfriend. and this made me really mad at him, because he kind of played me! >.< but that was the most romantic thing anyone has done for me, and i hope he could be the one! <3