I think I'm losing my best friend.

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I think I'm losing my best friend.

Breaks my heart to admit it but I think it's true. I'm losin' her. It's no one's fault. We're just...not that same anymore. We've been best friends since 4th grade and we're going into 8th grade now. I really wanted to graduate our amazing K-8 school together but I don't know if that's going to happen. I miss her. I long for the days when we would goof off at recess and dance like idiots. I long for the days when I'd come over to her house and we would chase her little brother around with plastic swords covered in fake blood. I long for the Halloween party last year where she and my other friends held me down and covered me in lipstick. xD Good times.
I just miss her, I guess. Every day it seems like we're growing farther apart. Is that what happens to best friends? I seems like every thing I do, she does opposite. It's weird. We never used to be like this. Well, kind of. But it was never a problem before, and it wasn't as bad. Now it seems like we're on different planets.
I think I've been replacing her with another friend of mine. We've been texting all day, every day, all summer, nonstop. We have so much in common though! She shares my love for MCR, and craziness, and just being weird. I can talk to her about anything I'm obsessing over and she'll back me up. My other friends would just nod and change the subject. And frankly, I'm tired of that. It's nice to have someone I can obsess with and be weird with. Kind of like how I used to be with my other friend.

So has this ever happened to you? And what did you do? I'm really scared; I don't
know what I'd do without her. :'(

P.S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAY! :D