Guys, I don't know what to do...

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Guys, I don't know what to do...

My life is falling apart. Everything is just falling down around me and I'm so scared. Here's...everything.
Back in May, I moved to a town a half hour away from my school; from my friends. I've been going to my K-8 school since 1st grade, and this is my last year here. I'm in eighth grade. Well...it's getting harder for me to get to and from school every day. I hate missing school because I actually LIKE it for the most part now. My teachers are amazing. (Except for math, but...don't even get me started.) Anyways, it looks like going to high school with my friends next year is kinda iffy. I mean, I might be able to...but I'll have to be at school at like 6:30 AM. Point is, I have to make a decision to keep going to this school and the high school, or switch schools now. Now, I'm not afraid of meeting new people and all that shit. I'm pretty confident. (Well, I am now...thanks, MCR. :) ) But I've been going to this school since FIRST GRADE. And all I want to do is graduate. I mean....that would be such a victory for me. And leaving now would make it all feel like such a waste.
I could, however, stay this year and go to the high school in my new town next year, but starting a new high school as a freshmen will be HELL. UGG. And the worst part? My parents are making me decide BY MYSELF. I can't do this...I need help. Someone, please. I have no idea what to do. :( I'm scared. Thanks, if you read...